My Life as of now

School started up again yesterday.

Buying textbooks sucks. I better use them all a whole lot and my brain better retain every word in those suckers.

Christmas break was the best ever.

I love my new coat and how it makes me look trendier than ever. Go Costco!

Yep still single as ever...this is becoming a reoccuring theme in my life, but you can't have everything right?

My hair is getting longer which is becoming a dilemma...let it grow or keep it short(er)?

The gym is a friend that I haven't seen in quite some time...like since before finals week...shhh don't tell...but I guess it's time to join with every other person on the planet and become reunited with good 'ole Gold's.

Nothing worse than coming back from a break and having to go GROCERY SHOPPING.

I was going strong on not getting sick this school year...well so much for that record.

I'm determined to take up snowboarding...I'll be a natural right?

Graduation is in a year from this semester...freaking out a bit? Yeah maybe a little.

TV shows starting up again...life is good again.

New Years Resolutions have never been good for me so I saw on my cousin made a "Bucket List" for the year because that sounds way better...stay tuned for mine.

I'm seriously loving my classes so far.

Experimenting with my new 100 colors of eyeshadow. Don't laugh if I look like a clown one day...I'm just experimenting.

I love my sisters.

Not sure why but one of my favorite shows is Ghost Hunters...judge away...I'm not sure if I believe in "ghosts" but the show is still cool.

I've decided that I'm going to go back to my super blonde hair color...PLATINUM!

I definitely have taken for granted how great going to a church school is...I love it!

Along with that, I definitely take for granted all the privileges I do get from the church.

Toms are still my favorite shoes...if you don't have some, you are missing out on feet comfortness.

There is by far, nothing better than going to bed early(ier). I forgot what waking up feeling refreshed feels like!

Being sick away from home is WAY worse than being sick when your mom will take care of you.

This is going to be a good semester...I can already feel it!

If Only

One in a Million

She was so good, but I was scared

That nothing ever lasts for long

They say it's better to have loved and lost

But I couldn't bear to lose it all

So back and forth, I dragged it on

And she didn't know what was wrong

And it wasn't that obvious to me

No, I didn't want to get to close

But still I didn't want to let her go

It seems we always end up hurting in the end

But then I threw all caution to the wind

And I opened up and let her in

And now she's got me high as the ceiling

Cuz she's one in a million

It felt so good to hold her close

Like it was almost worth the risk

Sometimes it's better to leave it alone

But I couldn't at a time like this

And she grabbed my hand and pulled me through

Though I didn't expect her to

Why wasn't it obvious to me?

No, I didn't want to get to close

But still I didn't want to let her go

It seems we always end up hurting in the end

But then I threw all caution to the wind

And I opened up and let her in

And now she's got me high as the ceiling

Cuz she's one in a million

And like a soldier she held strong

And swore she'd never run away

Though she could have come and gone

No, she stayed

No, I didn't want to get too close

But still I didn't want to let her go

It seems we always end up leaving in the end

But then I stopped looking for a sign

And I took that girl and made her mine

And now she's got me high as the ceiling

Cuz she's one in a million

-Nik Day

The Hardest Thing

Slightly Obsessed. May or may not have listened to this song over and over and over.

Gratitude

I'm Grateful for:

*My health

*My family

*My friends

*My opportunities

*My job

*My car

*My computer

*My music

*My education

*My bed

*My phone

*My parents

*My sisters

*My brothers

*My hair

*My toothbrush

*My socks

*My guitar

*My talents

*My parent's netflix subscription

*My Heavenly Father

*My Savior

*My religion

*My ability to be warm

*My gym pass

*My childhood friends

*My huge extended family

*My ideas/ability to think

*My ability to remember

*My five senses

*My ability to express myself

*My willingness to forgive

*My overwhelming amount of love

*My ability to love others

Halloween

I've decided Halloween isn't as fun as an adult as it was as a kid but it was pretty fun this year! K and I dressed up as Crayons and had a blast!

Writing a Halloween poem during the relay race!

He was a thunder cloud...haha!

DON'T MESS. GANGSTA!

C is our Favorite!

ROOMIES!

YEAH YEAH YEAH!

LOVE HER!

Hope you all had a wonderful Halloween and didn't eat too much candy cause I sure did!

Thoughts by Me

Life is hard.

I love eating.

Toms are my favorite pair of shoes.

I love my friends. A lot.

I don't like doing things I'm not good at.

Confronting people is something I'm not good at.

Pretty sure I would die without watching a little TV.

Having a crush is fun, but frustrating when you want more.

Sleeping with the window open is the best.

Except when they garbage truck comes at 7 AM.

Nothing better than having a friend you can tell ANYTHING.

I love my ward.

I love the gospel.

My hair is growing and it's so great.

There's nothing like having friends you know care about you. A lot.

I wish I was better at relationships.

Carmel popcorn is really good.

Cherry 7up for 1.00 is an amazing deal.

Pumpkin spice egg nog isn't as good as original egg nog.

I just wish he would think about me like I think about him.

I love skinny jeans.

Pretty sure I would die without my friends.

I love spending weekends with my family.

I have a new love of dogs.

But they still scare me.

I wish I was more fit.

Crackle toe nail polish is so cool.

I love wearing my glasses.

My roommate loves love and it's definitely rubbing off on me.

I get jealous very easily.

I'm the driver of my life.

Doing crafts is a new hobby of mine.

There is nothing like having a water bottle you can't drink enough out of.

I hate GE classes.

I love talking to my cousin. She's definitely one of my best friends.

Holding hands is something I want to do like right now.

I know where I am in my life is exactly the right place for me right now.

Procrastination is something I'm definitely an expert at.

I wish I could read people's thoughts, it would make life so much easier.

Reminiscing the past is great but sad.

I love my job. most of the time.

Life is good.