It Melts My Heart

I thought I was strong and wasn't going to let you do that to me again.

But when you opened your mouth and played, my heart melted again.

Back to square one it is.

My Life

Rushing and racing
and running in circles
Moving so fast, I'm forgetting my purpose
Blur of the traffic is sending me spinning
Getting nowhere

My head and my heart are colliding, chaotic
Pace of the world
I just wish I could stop it
Try to appear like I've got it together
falling apart

Save me
Somebody take my hand, and lead me
Slow me down
Don't let love pass me by
Just show me how
'Cause I'm ready to fall
Slow me down
Don't let me live a lie
Before my life flys by
I need you to slow me down

Sometimes I fear that I might dissapear
In the blur of fast forward I faulter again
Forgetting to breathe, I need to sleep
getting nowhere

All that I've missed I see in the reflection
Passed me while I wasn't paying attention
Tired of rushing, racing and running
falling apart

Tell me
Oh won't you take my hand and lead me
Slow me down
Don't let love pass me by 
Just show me how
'Cause I'm ready to fall
Slow me down
Don't let me live a lie
Before my life flys by
I need you to slow me down

Just show me
slow me down,slow me down

The noise of the world is getting me caught up
Chasing the clock and I wish I could stop it
Just need to breathe, somebody please
Slow me down

I'm so Confused

Life makes love look hard.

Life is Good

It's finally summer which means no school and lots and lots of playtime.
Playing night games with friends like I did in the good 'ole days.
My new summer painting job is so great except the working at 6 am part so it's good we all find ways to laugh to make the time go by faster!
Meeting random boys while working.  Makes the job much more exciting!
Getting of early enough to be able to still soak up some rays at the pool!
Otter pops.  Makes summer that much better.
People randomly texting you to invite you to do things.  I wish I was able to do everything!
Seeing old friends that I haven't seen in a long time!  Love them all!
Randomly seeing my cousin at my friends reception.  Love you A!
Memorizing the tv schedule and knowing exactly when my shows are on!
Being in a small ward and getting to know everyone!  So many new friends!
Getting letters from K and M.  I miss them so much!
Being so active that I have constant bruises covering my legs.  I promise I'm not hurting myself!
Having time to just sit and talk to friends.
Reading 10 pages a day of the Book of Mormon with my ward to finish in 6 weeks.  Testimony is definitely strengthened!

LIFE IS GOOD.

Top 10

Top 10 Things of my Life (right now)

10. My hair is getting longer.  I know I've said this over and over on this blog that I want long hair again but I'm pleased to announce that it's almost getting there!

9. I have a full time job for summer!  It's going to be rough because it's at 6 am but it's a job!

8. I only have a year left of my undergraduate degree!  Wahoo!  I say I'm so excited but actually I'm terrified out of my mind to think I have to be a real adult soon.

7. Summer is here!  I love summer more than anything and I'm staying down in Provo so it's going to be a BLAST!

6. K is coming home so so so soon!  I can't wait!

5. D is leaving on a mission.  I don't know if this should necessarily make the list but it's kind of a big thing for him and our family.  I'm going to miss that guy more than anything!

4. L and her girls are here and I love when they come to visit!  They are so fun!

3. I bought an Ipod touch as my end of semester gift to myself.  Do I need it?  Not really.  Am I going to keep it?  I still can't decide.

2. Awful Waffle.  Sounds awful but it's actually delicious.  Thanks A, J, and D for introducing me to it!

1. SCHOOL'S OUT FOR SUMMER!  Winter semester is over and I couldn't be more happy to be able to waste time doing nothing and not have one ounce of guilt for it.

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OH I AM TICKED.

My Current Ramblings

Dear person who took their shoes off in the library, you're in a public place and your feet stink. Put your shoes on.

It's funny how crowded the library gets when the semester ends.

This might be TMI but I have sores in my nose. They hurt real bad.

Summer is coming so soon!

Dear girls laughing and talking, it's weird you came to the library to talk because all you can do is whisper. At home you can talk loud.

I haven't been grocery shopping in a few weeks. You could say I'm basically out of food.

I've sneezed probably a BAJILLION times today.

Dear boy who just put 30 books on the return shelf, you must love reading.

I hate crushing on someone you shouldn't be.

I've lost my new tube of chapstick probably 5 times already. Don't worry, I found it today.

I hate when people complement your hair when you think it's ugly.

I want K to come home.

My throat has hurt all day. I keep saying it's just allergies. Let's all hope I'm right.

So I haven't been to the gym in a while and yet my triceps are killing me. What did I do???

I keep telling myself that I have only 2 more days of working at 7:30 am. Then I think that I am working at 6 am all summer. It never ends.

Came to the library and forgot my headphones. Kinda going through withdrawals.

I like popping my ankles. Weird I know.

It's sad when you don't see some of your bestest friends in a long time.

Life would be so much easier if everyone was like me. End of story.